moving on

hey you, I've moved to wordpress.

http://differenceis.wordpress.com

It's just that Blogger is not very convenient. Relink me or something. Thanks! :D

stay up all night with the stars.

You know what actually tasted okay today? The PTA's baked macaroni. Usually it just tastes crap but today, it wasnt too dry and it was all nice and toasty warm. I really dont like cold food (the ones that are meant to be hot). Ooh mom's bringing my kolomee tomorrow so if you guys want any, just pass me the money and i'll get my mom to get some for you too!

Oh so anyway, for the chinese dance thing this year we're doing something awfully elegant and graceful. So HOPEFULLY we can all cope instead of making us all look like losers trying. I'm going to go do some sketches of the outfits now, I hope Ms Tracy approves them though. The money factor is making it really limiting, stops our outfits looking all gorgeous and everything. I wanted to make the outfits white like this video we watched on Yootubeh but she was all like 'No white! You can see de underweh if you weh white!' So white's a no no. Maybe some lovely pale shades of another colour. Lilac perhaps?

OOH funniest thing that happened today. Chris was testing out his little car. Giving it a spin and so he gets it to warm up, then puts it on the pavement and makes it roar off onto the field. SHIT it went fast! If you guys didnt see it, you missed out. Then it went too fast and just went straight into the goal. HAHA and we all start cheering. And while we watch Chris walk to the goal, I swear all of us (some year13s and year12s) were just like 'fuck he really is tall. Giant man.' all staring in awe. haahah

German Boy (Chris)'s feet are freaking massive! Size 15 or something.

SO PRETTY

HAHAHAHAHA her pose looked hilarious man.
this was on monday, when we had that dance thing.

I'm going to go kickstart the CAS diary stuff. Mrs C was all 'oh you guys all shouldve started our CAS diary by now' during our last period and all of us just kept quiet. HAHA

so sleep alone tonight.

Aww thank you SO much guys for making the party that much better and all the presents. I had a really great time. Loads of laughs. It definitely beat last year. Spazzy, Raf, Ama, Rais, Jake and Sita (I think) got me earrings and this maxi-dress. Michael got me a lighter (HAHA i didnt know what it was until I pushed the switch thing upwards and this flamethrower-looking thing shoots out). Ayesha got me a lava lamp, someone got me a shot glass (i seriously forgot who) and Marcus got me this gorgeous box and photoframe made out of these shell-looking tile things. Jean got me a top and a dress, Ann lau and Nisa gave me a cute bracelet each. Loads of chocolate from people, gummy candy from Nobs and I cant remember what else. Yeah. Hahaha thanks. I will use them wisely. (shotglass haahahahahahah)

I'm sorry, I'm not and I wasn't a very good host. So I'm sorry if it was boring for you. I'll just have a bbq gathering thing next year. 17's not that a big deal. I'll do something bigger and better for the 18th.

Anyway, I've got a really good feeling about this year. KL in October maybe, and means I can visit people there. And perhaps Singapore in December with Min? So I can see Jen! I love Orchard Road when its Christmas.

Mmmm the chocolate is so good. I'm inflating!

OH AND..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREW! :D

if you see me running back.

Hahaha man how healthy am I. M&M's and a banana for breakfast. HAHA I wonder how it feels to have a chocolate sundae for breakfast. I'm in the mood for strawberries now. Strawberries dipped in melted dark chocolate is the BOMB-diggity. ;) so are red-skins. and fruit gushers. and ice caps. mmmm sweet tooth.
have any of you guys found The Sisterhood Of The Travelling Pants 2 yet? I really really want to watch it.

hey how long does it take to fix a computer? because mine's been in the shop for AGES. I mean, all my songs and ALL my pictures are in there! If they get deleted or if they disappear, I will go apeshit. HAHA seriously, all the pictures from when we were in year8 and 9 and stuff. I want to keep those! I've got no other copy of those. :(

is it just me or am i being abnormally paranoid about tonight's thing.
okay, i'll post again about tonight. gee whirl-lickers, i hope it goes well!

because you said you could play it backwards.

well you guys (year12s) have read the poem 'Funeral Blues' right? So there's this movie where they recite the poem. I swear, its so sad. The movie's called Four Weddings And A Funeral. Apparently it's a great movie, must watch it one day. I watched the scene with the poem today during something and I could feel the emotions coming out. Especially at the line 'I thought that love was forever: ''I was wrong'' ', and the line 'He was my North, my South, my East and West'. I'm developing a serious liking to that poem.

there's some songs that I'm seriously into right now. I feel like I could listen to them over and over again. I reckon I can feel how they feel when they wrote the lyrics (if its based on how they feel) and I can empathize. I'm sorry, HAHA I'm being so emo. I'm getting emotional super easily nowadays. I have NO idea why! Maybe its because I'm missing a lot of people who've left? Maybe. God, to think of it, I'd do anything to be able to visit each and every one of them. Starting with BC then Perth.

I'm seriously hating this whole time-zone thing.

Anyhoots, when I came online today, my reaction was HOLY motherfucking god. Oh my giddy giddy GOD. practically frozen in shock. Man of all days, of all days.

I looked at a certain black book a few days back, and its really reassuring really. It's funny to see how you felt during those days and how you felt about it at the time. I can remember what had happened, but I realised there were so many smaller details that I had forgotten. the times, the laughs, the CLICK. gosh its so unfair that I went off. why couldn't it spark off earlier! WHY. I still don't get how that could've happened at all, it doesnt make any sense. God, I miss it really bad. It just goes on bugging me nonstop. No point in living in the past.

how in the world did i let that stop me. what the fuck was i thinking! I still remember that day, those days actually (plural). !i@#s$%l^!@u#$%b^&j&^%$b!#.

the world is not sexy.
why is it that the only person who truly understands whats happening recently is on the other side of the world. sell-outs. b&b's. everything. i wonder if the world was like that twenty years ago.

the best thing about tonight.

Just a happy birthday to two girlies today.

Nabil and Hui Min.

Happy Birthday you two! (L)
Happy 16th and 17th. You guys have a great day :)

Aww bil, I miss all these times :( sleepover soon! you, me and spazzy. seriously.

100% gorgey.

OH MY GOD, turns out that there is an EIGHTH BOOK of the Georgia Nicholson series. AND IT’S OUT ALREADY. 1st SEPTEMBER BABY. Which means I’ll have it in October when I fly to KL  YAY I swear, the suspense was killing me: Masimo asks Georgia out then Robbie appears. Man I swear I want guys like Robbie and Masimo. They sound so luscious. SO LUSH. (L) I didn’t even know that another book was coming out! Freak, I feel all giddy with excitement. I want my own Masimo, Robbie and Dave the Laugh. I'm envious :(

AND have you guys or girls watched the first episode of Gossip Girl Season 2? I LOVE Blair's outfit for the White Party. And Serena's purple animal print dress that she wore to her date with the lifeguard. 'Three words, eight letters'. God Chuck looks lush in his white suit at the White Party. I think Dan's better looking in this Season too, maybe its because he's not so clingy and more laid-back. I LOVE that scene at the beach, its ever so sweet! Nate's just hot. I thought that makeout between him and Serena was weird. I dont know why. don't you think so?!

SHIT I am so behind on my CAS diary. And I'm already slacking off. Shit, this whole geo essay about population distribution is so annoying. I dont know where the fuck to find all this information! All the sites aren't good! Internet, WHY are you failing on me now! I put all my damn trust in you. :@ I dont get this whole explaination about the distribution :( whats all this tosh about linear, nucleated or even distribution! I'm so confused!

If you guys see this before friday, PLEASE talk to me now. I'm desperate for help. HAHA

good, bad and undecided.

Happy Birthday Allen! :D
hope I can come next summer so we can finally hang out PROPERLY.
call you in a few hours, hope school goes well today!
(sucks that school's starting on your birthday)

so anyhoots, went to Chris' party yesterday. And his house is super easy to find. If you know where you're going. If you dont, you're screwed. I took 45 minutes to find his house, but if I knew the way I would only need 5. Not everyone went, but its okay. The people who went compensated for it. Chris calls himself the King of Tennis Wii. Hahahahaha seriously none of us could beat him. His food he made was reallly good, yet SUPER super salty. Like the meatballs, they were like Balls of Salt. I swear, yeah Amelia you were right. The food was good but FREAKING SALTY.

Amelia said the funniest thing to Michael.

Us: hey no nono, Amelia you have to tell us what his name is first if you want to walk past.
Amelia: but I dont know his name, whats his name again?
Michael: No I told you my name just now!
Amelia: Noooo you didnttt
Us: Yeah he did.
Amelia: Oh I know! You're.. Christine.

HAHA so cute lah.

We had about at least 5 different drinks. So we just moved around, switched from one to another. Mixes, shots. stuff like that. It was interesting, you could say. Naww it was fun. HAHA man I really hate facebook and it's uploading thing. It's so fucking annoying, I cant upload 60 pictures at once. It always fails, so now I have to do it 5 pictures at a time. And I'm missing basketball training today because I have some dinner. There's always thursday!

I'm just going to use my brother's computer to post pictures up. Wish me luck!
And I'll just add a few random pictures from this week, around and about.

Arthur's mouse HAHA

At arthur's lunch thing.

HAHA see you guys tomorrow :) are there HMS rehearsals tomorrow afterschool by the way?
OH MY GOD, you know what's pissing me off? I cant find ANY site that works for me.
BUT FINALLY, I've found a site that works. GOSSIP GIRL SEASON TWO!

you're perfect for me.

So I watched Angus, Thongs and Full-Frontal Snogging twice yesterday. I did it because I couldn't go to watch the Rimula Finals (or Brunei Cup as they called it). Weird how the Singapore Stingers and Korean players aren't Asian. Anyway, I heard Singapore won so good enough.

AND I've JUST found out who won the Men's Volleyball for the Olympics, NOT BRAZIL. WHAT THE FUCK? WHYY. The Americans won. GOD I thought Brazil played so much better! I'm really sad. First, I missed the finals altogether and the team I really rooted for lost. LOST. But Brazil won in the Women's. The Brazilian female volleyball players on that team were great as well. But I liked the men better, I loved their teamwork.

SIGH (I'll go all emo now). Anyway, back to the movie. I really liked it actually, it made me laugh and it made me cry. Maybe you guys wont like it, but its okay man, I like it. Oh my god, I love you Robbie. I swear, the guys in the movie are hot. You have to watch the movie though, dont go and google them or anything. WATCH THE MOVIE. Turns out Dave The Laugh is only a year older than I am. And Robbie is only two years older. GOD they're cute. But I dont like Robbie's voice, but I love the way he looks. I love Tom's voice, Tom is hot too. Surprise surprise, he doesnt sound hot in the book. Robbie seriously sounds like some Sex God in the book, but isnt really in the movie. He's just luscious ;) Robbie is a bassist, mmm yummy. I love musicians, rocker boys. Hahahahahaha

I couldn't find many pictures of tom though, so I just tried to use print-screen and stuff. But there's this one scene, where Tom was playing football with his button-down shirt wiiide open. He's got a fit body, siiiiiiiigh.

God they are fit.He looks creepy in this picture but wot-evahhhhhhhh right?Oh my god, Robbie Robbie Robbie <3Dave is so cute! God I really like their school uniform.

AWESOME, Gossip girl is back on September the 1st ;)

you make me a very happy happy munchkin.

God thank you ALL for making my day. The calls, greets, texts, songs, hugs and everything. I'm feeling so content right now, despite my day. I'm genuinely shocked by the number of people that knew and wished me. Especially a big thank you to those who greeeted me overseas. I love you all. :)

Come on, I'll tell you about my birthday. What did Yesmean do on her birthday. She played netball. I dropped by school so that I could photocopy my IC for netball. Then I turn up at the common room and already, there's a birthday song. I always feel really embarrassed during songs, it makes my eyes prick. We won our first game 8-4, but the next two games we lost. I still dont understand why. We really should've won the second game that we lost. Its really frustrating how the refs dont know the rules and they keep missing big things. But I guess we had to play to the whistle. Adapt and everything.

And finally, lunch time came. We had nearly 4 hours as our lunch break. So Min's driver took Lorna, Raf, Ama, Keagen, Min and I all to Gadong. It was fun sitting at the back with Lorna. Hahahaha special sisters! We ate cheap food, Jolibee man. Though McD's is much better. Raf and I just DDR-ed for a bit, just to try it out after not playing for AGES. Gosh I love it when it goes fast, but it fucking hurts after if you play barefoot! Then we dropped Min off at Escapades and I just said hi to the people there, freaking Jean was shouting so loud HAHAA. And the rest of us went to Coffee Bean after running through the pouring rain. It was FREEZING. So the hot vanilla tasted perfect :)

Then when Mrs C came to coach us in the afternoon, we didnt lose any games. Brilliant :D I felt really good about those last 3 games. I guess we learned to adapt to their rules and shit like that. Bruneian netball. Oh we ended up getting 3rd in our group. But seriously, I reckon thats good enough. I mean SO long without playing netball and we already did quite well. Ooh, and THANK GOD we dont have to go back and play tomorrow. Free T's! :D

But I am going back tomorrow, I've volunteered to help with the presentations. So I get more CAS hours. Turns out I'm back on the National Netball Team! :D Great huh, freak I cant wait to get more fit. Anyway, you girls played brilliantly today especially towards the end. I mean, come on we havent played for so long. And we kept our cool!

Ama's nails. HAHA

The size 36 shirts that the boys had to wear. HAHA

I'M FROWNING! FINALLY.

HAHAHA Ama's face.

HOLY SHIT, Rais tells me I got wished on the Radio? Awww.
Thank you again guys. :)