another additional thought

Oops. Forgot to mention the 61st Cannes Film Festival that happened recently. As in from the 14th until err just a few days ago. HAHA
Here are just some outfits that I thought looked nice.
I didnt feel like bombarding the blog with more pictures so I guess this will do :)

May 15th for the Kungfu Panda Movie: Mommy of soon-to-be-6 kids, the gorgeous Angelina Jolie. Looking very pregnant indeed. Gosh, she's gloooowing.

May 14th: Mischa Barton in a divineee dress that looks really similar to the dress in Romi's collection of 12 in the last season of Project Runway.

May 14th again: And Natalie Portman looking pretty in purple.

I would've included Cate Blanchett but I dont know, I thought she looked nice but oh well. I didnt put her up here. Kudos to her for looking so fabolous after just having a baby though! She still looks trim and amazing.

Next time, we should have parties with more formal wear. Hahahaaha guys looking all smart and handsome, girls all dolled up in adorable dresses. Hmm.. birthday party idea coming up here.

I wish I was there too!

Ooh and one more thing,

Congratulations to the U15 Fobissea Team of ISB. :)
(who just came back from Taipei on wednesday.)
I hear from the guys that the boys got 2nd in basketball, and girls and boys got 4th in football. And a whole load of other medals in Athletics and Swimming.
Great job to all of you!

P.S. If you want to see the results, look online. Hahahaha. Or ask the fobissea crew yourself :D

remote control

I miss playing Sims. Sims is one of the most addictive games. It takes a while to build and put furniture in your own house (if you want to do it well) and some of the sims are just so demanding. Especially in Sims 2 with their aspirations. Like Job aspiration where you want to be smart and have the top job or Love aspiration where you just want to 'WoooHoo' with everyone and anyone you see so you can have a new 'record' of how many people your sim shags with. Hmm lovely. HAHA I love the Sims! I'd just stick to the normal Sims 2 instead of all the other ones but maybe, I want to try the other ones cause the other ones sound kind of cool. HAHA there's a Sims 2 IKEA Home Stuff. Sims 2 Seasons, University and Open For Business sound cool. I'm really tempted to get them now.

But having the short attention span that I have, I get bored when my Sims have all of their stars in order. Hmm.. what other games are there? I remember there was this game called Granny's Garden back in primary. HAHA I remember finding it so hard to win, then during the lobbying day in BGIC, all the ISB people were playing it. Shit I didnt even realise they'd watch me play. HAHA going back to our childhood days. (haha ew) I swear, the witch who gets you when you lose is still the scariest thing. So I play without sound effects. HAHA means I cant hear the witch laughing.

Ooh I'm just gonna upload some weird pictures of Ann's, Arthur's, Will's and my eye with the whole fisheye effect on my camera.

1st: Mine
2nd: Ann's profile
3rd: Ann front on
4th: Will's pretty girrrrrrrl eyes
5th: Arthur's

Holy Moley, they look creepy.
AARRRRGGGHH I'm streesssingg OUTTT. Why oh why didnt I start studying bio earlier.
Byebye.

flowers in the window

So there's this designer called Jane Mayle and I've seen a few of her pieces before and I thought they were nice. Bits and pieces from the Spring 08 and Resort 07 collections. The Fall 07 collection wasnt really accesible. Its just better to look at than to wear. I saw a picture of Vanessa Carlton in a Mayle creation in the May issue of Teen Vogue with Ellen Page gracing its cover. Anyhoots, here are a few pieces that I liked,

These two up there are nice at the front at the back, they look a little simple but I still think they're nice, the one here could be paired with gladiator sandals. I reckon that'd look great.

And this one was the one that was in TeenVogue, the one that Vanessa Carlton wore. She paired it with a thin brown leather belt. She looked really cute.

Just to fill up the blog. I heard monday's a holiday. But exams are still on. That is just gay.
I'm out! x

you electrify my life.

One more week and a bit of exams left! Year13 prom in a week and ours in 2. Jon's in Singapore already so gonna get the girls out to catch up :) Jon's already bought me the three Twilight books: Twilight, New Moon and Eclipse so that I have my own copies. Thank you baby! :D

I went out yesterday with Jon and we watched Narnia (again) cause Jon hadn't watched it yet, but I guess I didnt mind. BEN BARNES IS IN IT, THATS WHY! <3> Hahaha jon and I were feeling rather bored so we went to play some Mario (hahaha goodgod) and I kicked jon's ass. Woooooo. And he was the one who said he was gonna do some ass-whooping. Pffft. So many ISB people walking around. I really do have to get onto my studying. I should do more.

Anyway, I wonder why there's so many reality tv shows nowadays. Like, just some random ones about celebrities and their daily lives. I mean, I get the fact that maybe they want people to see how they really are so they cant just make any judgements and assumptions without seeing how they really are. These kinda shows include Living Lohan, Keeping Up with the Kardashians and Kimora Life in the Fab Lane. Kimora and the Kardashians are better than the Lohans but I dont really see why you want to have a camera crew follow you around 24/7. I mean, where's the privacy? Isn't it weird like brushing your teeth or something with a camera in your face?

And other shows like American Idol, which I still love. Then there's America's Next Top Model. Thats kinda lost its flavour, its just dragging on and on but I guess its okay. Project Runway's great. Then there's all these America's ______ and American _______. I'm sure there's loads of shows that dont make it big. I still love shows like Ugly Betty, Friends, Gossip Girl and etc. I dont really keep up with shows like One Tree Hill and The OC but I might in the summer break. If I'm gonna be stuck in Brunei some of the time. And maybe Las Vegas since people have been saying its brilliant. HAHA like Javon back in New Years, and Arthur and Jan.

Wow this post is random. I feel so blank nowadays! So yeah. I'm done. HAHA.

dazzle me.

I havent been blogging in ages! Busy busy. Just had History Paper 2 and our science pracs on Thursday. Pracs were great. History was far from. Economics Paper 6 on Tuesday was plain annoying. The questions were just so ambiguous. I'm really not looking forward to the week after the midterm. All my hardest papers crammed into one week. Shit.

So I watched Narnia on Tuesday. And it was good. There were just some bits that were just SO weird that it was really funny. Like the whole poseidon thing at the end? Poseidon popping out of the river and eating up the Lord/Captain thing? HAHAHA that was just hilarious. But one thing that you cannot cannot miss:

the guy talent in the movie. I mean have you LOOKED at Prince Caspian? I knew he'd be hot anyway before I even saw the movie or the trailer. I just saw the poster at the mall (harhar) and I was like.. Mmm.. he's a one to watch out for. And when I watched the movie, I was not only not let down, I was amazed. He is damn fucking gorgeousssssss! Even Mrs C was like 'he's quite cute isnt he.' and I was like 'NOT JUST CUTE MRS C!'. I see I have a new #1 on my top 10 hottest guys list.

Turns out he's not italian. You know, with the whole accent. HE'S ENGLISH! His name is Ben Barnes and he's 27 in August. His birthday's 9 days before mine ;) HAHAHAHA. He played a role in Stardust, and made it big with Narnia. He's meant to be in the third movie of Narnia as well. Chronicles of Narnia: The Voyage of the Dawn Treader. So sad that I have to wait until 2010 to watch it :( 6" of pure hotness and its too bad that I have to share him with Jean. She's got his head and his feet, I get his body. HAHA. Damn you Susan, how come you get to kiss Prince Caspian! :@ Him and his gorgeous hair and sexy everything. Not every guy can pull off hair like that. On him? *swoon* Drop. Dead. Gorgeous.


Narnia is definitely movie I'd like to watch again.
I cant wait to watch Indiana Jones And The Kingdom Of The Crystal Skull this weekend. :)

Anyhoots, midterm break is on. Thank fucking god. Jon's going to Singapore and leaving me here. I wish he'd take me so I can go shopping. I'm still stuck in Brunei with my history, science and economics notes. :(

dare you to move.

I can't wait for June. May's just been a drag. And it still is a drag.
The only things that were and will be fun in May are the midterm break and the day of our 17months with Jon thats just passed. I was glad that I had few hours to spend with Jon that day. Haven't spent time with him in ages, so it was really good to see him. :)

So what is there in June.
1. End of exams!
2. Our prom/Soiree Enchantee.
3. The Year13/Jon's prom.
4. Jon's 18th Birthday and our 1 year 6 months. :)
5. No more school, no more classes, no more work.
6. Sheng's 16th Birthday
7. A possible football and netball tournament at JIS for the U15 girls. which I'm still young enough for! :D
8. Time to catch up on all the movies
9. And time to hang out with everyone, especially some people before they leave. :(
10. PARTYING! wooooo

Thats why I cant wait for June. :D

time-travel!

Right now, I'm soooooooo regretting that I bought my dress instead of not getting it made. I mean, well for the Year13/Jon's prom at Empire I mean. I've already got a dress for our prom anyway. I would've loved to make a dress like one of these:

Karlie looks gorrrgeous in this.

These two are by Jason Wu from the Fall 08 Collection.

This one is Valentino. I love the ruffles at the back. If I were to make a dress like this, I might not make it this colour. Maybe a pale lilac, or maybe this. HAHA.

what else do I wish I had. OOH I want a dog. I want a dog soooo bad. I LOVE dogs. In the May 08 issue of Teen Vogue with Ellen Page (she's so cute by the way), there are these little husky puppies in the shoot with her. The first thing I thought was, wow their eyes are SO amaaaaaazing. I could drown in the icy blue hue of their eyes. It's like an ocean. You cant really see it in the picture though. You have to zoom in. Oh and also, their fur is soo white and clean. Its beautiful. And they're just so adorable. Plus they look so huggable. I see my new best friends here. I will definitely get a husky for a pet when I grow up.


They're so cute! Hahaha Jon and I have plans to get a dog each if we move in together (ha ha ha :D) and so I told him I decided to get a husky like these little ones here. And he said he wants a sausage dog. they're err called Dachshunds but the name 'Sausage dog' is way easier.



They're so little. Jon, what if my husky squishes your sausage dog? or bites it. Or kills it. Muahahahaha. Jokes. If they dont like each other, I mean. Make sure your sausage dog is a boy. My husky's gonna be a boy too. I'm sorry if my dog bites yours. It's not my fault your dog is so tiny :) Hmm.. what colour do you want your sausage dog to be. Brown or Black? I'm fine with both cause my Husky's fur colour matches both. Maybe I should have a room for the dogs too. HAHA. As well as my walk-in shoe closet, and my walk-in closet AND my 6carslot garage. HAHA. Cant wait. Hmm.. I wonder what I should call it.

And I've just realised how random I am. Ooer.

wandering around aimlessly.

Don't you have these moments where you just feel so lost? I think I'm having one of those. I feel so blanked out. One minute I'm laughing my socks off, next second I'm walking slowly step by step staring straight ahead or staring at my shoes. It's so weird. I feel so bipolar. Like, BIG time.

Anyhoots, I got so ticked off today cause my dad's gone to China for work (not cause of that) and so he calls us at night usually. And I didnt know he called so he texted me asking where we were. I was listening to music and I'm deaf when I listen to my music. In the zone man. HAHA no not really. But then both Lester and my mom are just there not listening to music but I swear they couldve and wouldve heard the phone. My downstairs phone is freaking loud. And they just sat there. what lazy asses. Then my dad texts and I had to go take a shower so I scream at lester to go pick up the fucking phone after it rings for ages. And they ask me to go get it. By this time, I'm just about to take a shower and I'm like What. The. Fuck. How lazy can you people get? ALL you do is walk downstairs and pick up the phone. I mean, if I werent feeling disgusting and needed a shower, I wouldve went to pick up the phone. Cause I, unlike my family members, would like to speak to my dad once a day when he leaves overseas. I, unlike the others, actually miss my Dad.

I'm sad that I only get to see my dad when he gets back home in the evening for work. I see my mom all the time so that doesnt matter. I hardly see my dad around. He's got business trips, work, his badminton sessions, his drink outings with both Eugene/Wilson's and Weier's dad. I know my dad can be weird and really random and annoying occasionally (but which parent isnt) but it doesnt matter. I love my Dad.

Ookay, rant over. Rant about today now. I did quite a bit of studying today. I had to go to JPMC for my braces in the morning then rushed to school at 10 for Economics extra revision/class with Mr Holmes. It was hilarious, we did more gossiping than studying. But it was helpful. We just kept talking about the most random things. Like classic disney pixar animations. Toy Story, Bugs Life, Incredibles, Finding Nemo, Shrek. I loved Toy Story and A Bug's Life. I used to have my Woody and Buzz toys and my Flick toy that I used to put in my room when I was younger. Gee, I missed those days. No essays, no work, just toys games and tv.

We were talking about how Ms O was telling the S class how gay people do it and then Jia min goes:

Jia Min: How do gays do it?
Amirah: Dont you know how gays do it? It's General Knowledge!
Jia Min: No tell me!!!
Mr Holmes: Ask Nyau. He'll know.

then later on we got really sad after talking about disney movies and the things we used to do when we were younger so Jasmine goes..

Jasmine: It's so sad when you grow older....
Mr Holmes: Oh yeah.. You only need to know about GDP.
Everyone: WHAT?!?!

Haahaahha so random. I swear, economics is actually really fun. I love your class. *sniggersnigger* then lunch, then went to English. And sat there and did nothing. Ann, Jean and I just sat there making weird noises to disturb the silence. No one really knew what they were meant to do so we improvised. HAHA fuck, and we still had to pay $20. For one hour of writing nothing and photocopying. SIGH.

I'm tired, bye.

R.I.P.

Its so scary and so sad how all these things have happened in such a short period of time. You know what I'm talking about. The Earthquake in Sichuan China and Cyclone in Myanmar.

Lets start with the earthquake in China. It's one powerful earthquake. 7.9 on the Richter scale. So strong that you could feel tremors in China(obviously), Bangladesh, Hong Kong, India, Japan, Macau, Mongolia, Nepal, Pakistan, Russie, Taiwan, Thailand and Vietnam. Buildings destroyed, millions of homes collapsed. So far, from today, there's been 17,062 people killed and 69487 injured. By the day after the earthquake there was at least 18000 people missing. About 2000 of those people who died are students and teachers. God, they're kids. All those fucking precious lives, those innocent lives. My mom was watching the news on the tv last night, and some Chinese government officials were standing there with so many children just crying their poor eyes out. Dead parents, no home, no food, no school, no money. Nothing with them. The officials were saying 'I know your parents are gone, but we'll be here for you. We'll give you a home, we'll feed you, we'll support you. All of us will give you money for school. Its going to be okay'. Something along those lines. And the kids just kept crying. I felt like crying myself.. And we're all sitting here in front of our computers chatting and everything when we should be doing something. Why are so many people ignoring this issue. Imagine you losing your parents or your kids. Imagine how you would feel. Just a bit of money would make such a big difference to someone's life. We could make that difference. I feel so relieved to think that countries and organisations have donated millions, millions each even. Countries all over the world, France, Norway, Russia. Loads.

Then there's the cyclone. Myanmar. Least 22,000 people have died with another 40,000 over missing. The prices have shot up and that just adds on to all the troubles the people go through. There's a huge shortage in power, drinking water and food. I just hope disease doesnt break out. It's crazy because not so long ago, there was the protest and demonstrations by the monks in Myanmar. The poor monks. I went to Arthur's house this afternoon to pick him up and drove past the Embassy of Myanmar. There were boxes and boxes and loads of cars inside. Boxes and boxes of food. I'm happy to see that Brunei's helping. Oh and by the way ISB sent out a letter recently about sending donations, clothes, supplies or books to the people in Myanmar. So guys help out and hand in things to Mrs C's office (according to the letter). I'm sure you all have things that you dont use anymore. I know I do.

I just imagine all those kids who are just sitting in the dark, in dirty grimmy clothes, so vulnerable to disease, starving their little tummies, no shelter, out in the open. And not just kids, adults, the seniors, teenagers our age. And even with all that already on their shoulders, they're crying and heartbroken over their losses. All those conditions they're living in doesnt matter compared to what they've lost. Who they've lost. It's so stupid cause we're all sitting here with a home, food that we waste, water that we use up like crazy and electricity. An aircon, a tv, a bed. I know I'm sitting here too but I'm gonna do whatever I can do to help. Donate, anything. I hope you guys will too.

Damn you, Bella.

I know this is SOOO slow but I dont care. All the girls have read it, and even some guys want to read it. Of course, they want to learn from the top guy of all guys:

Edward Cullen.

It's so weird how you can be obsessed by some 'fictional construct' as Will calls him. Damn it, how can you NOT like Edward! He's perfect. With a capital P. I swear when you just read about him, he sounds so beautiful, so majestic, so frrrrrrreaking hot. Then guys like Arthur say 'HE'S A VAMPIRE YESMEAN. WHAT THE HELL?' then I say 'thats what makes him so much sexier!'. But it's true! there's something thats so dangerous about that, that it makes you want him so much more. I mean, the way Edward glistens in the sun, the way he cares SO much about Bella, the way he's so strong and yet so gentle. And he calls himself selfish. Has the word selfish changed it's meaning recently? EEE. I hate you Bella. I'll still be Bella (in my dreams) HAHAA. Man thinking about Edward makes me sad.

I cant wait for the fourth book, Breaking Dawn. I hope Stephanie Meyer publishes Midnight Sun. I'd love to read in Edward's point of view. If you guys want the first unedited chapter and dont know where it is, it's on her official website. I just want to read more and more about Edward. I dont want to hear about JACOB. Damn you Jacob. I cant believe Bella loves him too. Urgh. Jacob, you obnoxious ass. You're so annoying. Sigh. The picture in my head of Jacob is not nice at all. Edward's, however, is indescribable. I just want more and more and more. I love you Edward Cullen!

And.. Robert Pattinson is NOT and will NEVER be Edward. I mean, I grant you that he is good looking, but he just looks stoned and I cant imagine him with Bella! Kristen Stewart is the perfect candidate for Bella. Jackson Rathbone, who plays Jasper, is good looking too. Emmett just does not look like what I imagined Emmett as. But Emmett I can deal with. Also, I cant imagine Nikki Reed (Rosalie) and Kellan Lutz (Emmett) together though. It just looks so.. weird. I dont know how to explain, its just.. not.. right. EEE I love the actor that plays Carlisle! It's Peter Facinelli. I still dont see Robert Pattinson (Or Robert Pattie Fattie as I call him) as Edward. No one can be Edward. Amirah asked me to look at the MTV preview thing as it persuaded her completely. But I'm not convinced at all. Oh well, I guess I'll just be some movie critic of Twilight then :)

*sniggersnigger* Amirah, I know what you've written in your copy of New moon. ;) If you're reading this, dont deny it.

I'm still waiting for August 2nd to come.. Breaking Dawn. Breaking Dawn.
I still love you the best Jon. :) I know you're reading this. I know you.
Hmm.. I miss Jon. Jon, where are you anyway! :(

sugar, sugar and more sugar.

weier: I dont know, it doesnt sound all that exciting and our year is pretty messy.

kesh: haha! life is okay and tiring. I knew Man U was going to win anyway. For the premiership. Same goes for the championship. I dont want Chelsea to win. Sorry kesh, but who are you? HAHA

okay, I'm desperately craving for some candy here but I dont have any at home. (Gummy worms were for yesterday) So today's about candy. Betty Crocker has some really good candy. No, some great tasting candy. Hmm.. So there's those fruit snacks. When I heard the name 'fruit snacks', first thing that came to my mind is something like granola bars. But 'Fruit Snacks' include

1) Fruit by the Foot

2) Fruit Roll ups

3) And Fruit Gushers!

Okay, I did not put that caption on the picture. God I love Fruit Gushers! :) I wish they sold those three in Brunei regularly. I know they sell Fruit Gushers but they keep running out of stock or something like that. I dont even think they have Fruit by the Foot anymore :( Cause I dont see it where I used to buy it! Give us back our candy Brunei! I guess we've always got TicTacs..

Ooh but something I'm SO glad they dont have, is Twizzlers. You see that picture just up here? Those. Are. Twizzlers. I hate twizzlers. I went to camp for some serious horseriding for a week in Canada and we had 'Tuck' (slang for Snack). You could choose one thing only per day and I thought 'Ooh what are Twizzlers! They look good' so I got them. I tore open the packet and saw these little red liquorice tube/straw things that are swirly. I took a bite and it was DISGUSTING. It's tasteless, its hard and it doesnt even taste good. I'm warning you, if you're a fan of candy or have a huge sweet tooth and find Twizzlers in Brunei. Dont eat them.

I wish I had a life supply of candy. But then, maybe not. I'll inflate. HAHA

winter chills?

I know this sounds really stupid and random, but I wonder how frostbite works and feels. HAHA I mean I dont want to witness myself having my toes and bits of my finger falling off and rolling around on the ground but I've just got all these questions to ask.

do your lips turn blue?

can you feel your fingers?

how long until your limbs or fingers or toes fall off?

do your muscles still work?

can you still move your body?

can you still blink?

or will you freeze with your eyes open.

Eee the last questions just creepy. Let me find a picture of someone with serious frostbite.

This is just disgusting. Tell you what, I've completely changed my mind. I dont want to see mutated Elephant fingers like those :/ Oh god.. Poor people! I hear it leaves scars or marks. Like, the affected areas stay black.

Anyway, now I wonder how snowcones taste like. I've never had one, have you?

anyone looking forward to the 'prom'?

I cant believe we've got an actual prom that sounds really decent. I'm honestly not looking forward to it, the prom itself I mean. Loads of girls are still fussing about their dresses, stuck on what kind of jewelry to wear, people are deciding what to do after the prom. To the afterparty? or not to. To sheraton? or to empire. Same thing.

It was marshall's birthday on friday so Happy Very Belated Birthday to Marshall!

we watched What Happens in Vegas with Cameron Diaz and Ashton Kutcher. And I really cant decide whether they look good together or if its just weird. The plot is so predictable though. Guy hates girl, girl hates guy. Guy fall in loves with girl, vice versa. Both leave, both get back together in the end. Happy Ending. Its funny at certain parts though. Typical romantic comedy. I cant say its good. I'll say its average, a feel good movie. I imagine Ashton with Demi, and yet I think Cameron and Ashton look great together. After a while. They looked great individually. I liked some of Cameron's outfits.

But you know whose outfits I'm in love with? You must know, but anyway take a wild guess.

Gossip Girl.

I mean, the outfits in Gossip Girl had to be good. Blair's a fashionista. Queen of the Queen Bees. Of course she has to look chic. She's easily got the best style out of all the girls. Serena's more of the 'throw-on-whatever-you-see-and-still-look-good' kind. I'd love to be tall like she is but not THAT tall. She's like 5"10 or something. She should share her height. Sheesh. Hahahahahahaha

I LOVE these dresses, they're from Blair's mom's collection, the Eleanor Waldorf Collection. The designer's Abigail Lorick.

God, I'd love to have Blair's closet.

the eye of the beholder.

Okay, there's this thing thats mentioned in the Shopaholic books (I'm sure you girls read it) and it's called a Manhattan Onceover. Its funny how nowadays loads of people do the "Manhattan Onceover" and then say hi to you or smile, but why should it be called the Manhattan Onceover when it happens in Brunei as well? So why not the Brunei Onceover!

This whole 'Onceover' thing is weird, makes you wonder why people do it. It makes you self-conscious sometimes. Is it, because you've committed some fashion faux-pas? Or do you have some sort of food or something stain on your clothes? Should you stare back? Or should you just walk on. We all do it sometimes, but why? I have no idea. It does happen a lot in Brunei though. Whether there's a sense of hostility or envy or just plain fascination, it happens. In Gadong, everywhere.

Anyway, even though school's meant to be a better place for me to study without the distraction of technology at home, I'm too busy browsing online for clothes, shoes and accesories. I mean, you have to get a few ideas for our upcoming 'Soiree Enchante'! So these are what I've found so far. Its not really relevant to our outfits for the prom but I still love these looks.

These are from Bottega Veneta. I love the clutch on the bottom right, the details (if you could only see up close) are gorgeous.

This is from Ralph Lauren, one of their spring looks. Its a two piece, a top and a floral swishy skirt. Not so big about the headpiece but I love the outfit.

I loove the print of this one. All three of these looks are from Ralph Lauren. I love how they paired this paler tangerine yellow or a pale mustard yellow colour with black.

I really need to start studying now. Toodles!

third time's the charm.

So I guess I'm back again with blogging. For the millionth time. But I'm hoping this time's gonna work out. I was watching American Idol today, God I love the two David's, and I just had this sudden urge to blog about today's episode. So I will :)

David Cook sang Hungry Like the Wolf - Duran Duran and Teenage Wasteland - The Who. Syesha was alright, I liked her second performance better. The first performance just seemed really short. Jason Castro was just not good today. Poor him. David Archuleta sang Stand By Me and Love Me Tender. I swear, you could sense all the emotions in his voice. I'm rooting for the two David's. :D I hope to see you two in the finals!

Anyway, I have another reason for this certain post. I've had friends tell me things and their own stories and experiences. And I must say, I'm sick of how some guys are just so pretentious. They make out that they're some sweet, thoughtful guy. It makes the girls think, oh wow it must finally be my turn to find my guy. Soon into the relationship and the guy turns out to have about more than 15 ex's and hasnt cared about more than half of those. Not only that, they flirt with other girls and the girlfriend has to take the blame. Honestly, what bullshit is this. How come us girls have to take the blame when its the guy's friggin fault that he doesnt know how to be a boyfriend. You know what? You guys can just go be a friggin' wanker and leave those poor girls alone. JEEZ, guys like that suck. No girl is worth your time. These are just a few cases, other cases are where boy and girl 'supposedly' love each other and yet they're cheating on each other. What kind of relationship is this. Whats the point of even staying together? If you want to makeout or get off with some other person, gee just break up.

I'm just so glad that not all guys are like that. :) I still like guys. But I only love one guy.

I'm done for today. I've got some Mandarin studying to do!