wandering around aimlessly.

Don't you have these moments where you just feel so lost? I think I'm having one of those. I feel so blanked out. One minute I'm laughing my socks off, next second I'm walking slowly step by step staring straight ahead or staring at my shoes. It's so weird. I feel so bipolar. Like, BIG time.

Anyhoots, I got so ticked off today cause my dad's gone to China for work (not cause of that) and so he calls us at night usually. And I didnt know he called so he texted me asking where we were. I was listening to music and I'm deaf when I listen to my music. In the zone man. HAHA no not really. But then both Lester and my mom are just there not listening to music but I swear they couldve and wouldve heard the phone. My downstairs phone is freaking loud. And they just sat there. what lazy asses. Then my dad texts and I had to go take a shower so I scream at lester to go pick up the fucking phone after it rings for ages. And they ask me to go get it. By this time, I'm just about to take a shower and I'm like What. The. Fuck. How lazy can you people get? ALL you do is walk downstairs and pick up the phone. I mean, if I werent feeling disgusting and needed a shower, I wouldve went to pick up the phone. Cause I, unlike my family members, would like to speak to my dad once a day when he leaves overseas. I, unlike the others, actually miss my Dad.

I'm sad that I only get to see my dad when he gets back home in the evening for work. I see my mom all the time so that doesnt matter. I hardly see my dad around. He's got business trips, work, his badminton sessions, his drink outings with both Eugene/Wilson's and Weier's dad. I know my dad can be weird and really random and annoying occasionally (but which parent isnt) but it doesnt matter. I love my Dad.

Ookay, rant over. Rant about today now. I did quite a bit of studying today. I had to go to JPMC for my braces in the morning then rushed to school at 10 for Economics extra revision/class with Mr Holmes. It was hilarious, we did more gossiping than studying. But it was helpful. We just kept talking about the most random things. Like classic disney pixar animations. Toy Story, Bugs Life, Incredibles, Finding Nemo, Shrek. I loved Toy Story and A Bug's Life. I used to have my Woody and Buzz toys and my Flick toy that I used to put in my room when I was younger. Gee, I missed those days. No essays, no work, just toys games and tv.

We were talking about how Ms O was telling the S class how gay people do it and then Jia min goes:

Jia Min: How do gays do it?
Amirah: Dont you know how gays do it? It's General Knowledge!
Jia Min: No tell me!!!
Mr Holmes: Ask Nyau. He'll know.

then later on we got really sad after talking about disney movies and the things we used to do when we were younger so Jasmine goes..

Jasmine: It's so sad when you grow older....
Mr Holmes: Oh yeah.. You only need to know about GDP.
Everyone: WHAT?!?!

Haahaahha so random. I swear, economics is actually really fun. I love your class. *sniggersnigger* then lunch, then went to English. And sat there and did nothing. Ann, Jean and I just sat there making weird noises to disturb the silence. No one really knew what they were meant to do so we improvised. HAHA fuck, and we still had to pay $20. For one hour of writing nothing and photocopying. SIGH.

I'm tired, bye.