Damn you, Bella.

I know this is SOOO slow but I dont care. All the girls have read it, and even some guys want to read it. Of course, they want to learn from the top guy of all guys:

Edward Cullen.

It's so weird how you can be obsessed by some 'fictional construct' as Will calls him. Damn it, how can you NOT like Edward! He's perfect. With a capital P. I swear when you just read about him, he sounds so beautiful, so majestic, so frrrrrrreaking hot. Then guys like Arthur say 'HE'S A VAMPIRE YESMEAN. WHAT THE HELL?' then I say 'thats what makes him so much sexier!'. But it's true! there's something thats so dangerous about that, that it makes you want him so much more. I mean, the way Edward glistens in the sun, the way he cares SO much about Bella, the way he's so strong and yet so gentle. And he calls himself selfish. Has the word selfish changed it's meaning recently? EEE. I hate you Bella. I'll still be Bella (in my dreams) HAHAA. Man thinking about Edward makes me sad.

I cant wait for the fourth book, Breaking Dawn. I hope Stephanie Meyer publishes Midnight Sun. I'd love to read in Edward's point of view. If you guys want the first unedited chapter and dont know where it is, it's on her official website. I just want to read more and more about Edward. I dont want to hear about JACOB. Damn you Jacob. I cant believe Bella loves him too. Urgh. Jacob, you obnoxious ass. You're so annoying. Sigh. The picture in my head of Jacob is not nice at all. Edward's, however, is indescribable. I just want more and more and more. I love you Edward Cullen!

And.. Robert Pattinson is NOT and will NEVER be Edward. I mean, I grant you that he is good looking, but he just looks stoned and I cant imagine him with Bella! Kristen Stewart is the perfect candidate for Bella. Jackson Rathbone, who plays Jasper, is good looking too. Emmett just does not look like what I imagined Emmett as. But Emmett I can deal with. Also, I cant imagine Nikki Reed (Rosalie) and Kellan Lutz (Emmett) together though. It just looks so.. weird. I dont know how to explain, its just.. not.. right. EEE I love the actor that plays Carlisle! It's Peter Facinelli. I still dont see Robert Pattinson (Or Robert Pattie Fattie as I call him) as Edward. No one can be Edward. Amirah asked me to look at the MTV preview thing as it persuaded her completely. But I'm not convinced at all. Oh well, I guess I'll just be some movie critic of Twilight then :)

*sniggersnigger* Amirah, I know what you've written in your copy of New moon. ;) If you're reading this, dont deny it.

I'm still waiting for August 2nd to come.. Breaking Dawn. Breaking Dawn.
I still love you the best Jon. :) I know you're reading this. I know you.
Hmm.. I miss Jon. Jon, where are you anyway! :(